Sunday, February 16, 2014

No More Moving Backward

The first few days of school was pretty normal. Just like every school year. There were new faces, but still it was the same. I'm in a peaceful section, and I seem to like it. 

Every single day of June was the same, normal, cliche. July was the same too. My grades were good, really good.

August... was different. I can't tell you why. And I don't wanna :P.

There's a pattern in my grades since my Freshman years, my grades for the first grading starts really high, and for every quarter, it gets lower and lower and lower. Due to lack of motivation and reason.

Now in my Junior year, there was a huge step forward, my already high grades from the first grading got higher in the second grading. This was unexpected. No, I can't say. For me, this was expected, I found inspiration, I found a reason.

School work gets better... better at making it hard for students. Still I continue to give school work a hundred percent. And another hundred percent for someone.

It gets harder, but I now get better.

I'll Be Better Next Time

Dear Xyrza,

(A reply to your apology)

Xyrza, I want to tell you that I'm sorry for everything. For our little fights, misunderstandings, for everything. I'm sorry.

Don't deny it. Our fights and our bad times, you're never the only one who starts and builds it up. It was always my fault too. You won't get mad if I never did something wrong the first time. That's why I apologize, always. Don't feel too sorry for yourself, my baby doesn't deserve to be so sad for herself.

If I get hurt, it's okay, I'm used to pain, I'm the strongest man you'll ever know. It's just that you're the only one who can easily make me cry, you're this superhero's weakness. Hurt me, it's okay, I serves as a reminder for me that I did something terribly wrong. I need to face the consequences to my mistakes.

Sorry for all the pain I've dealt. Really. I'm sorry. I promise, all the pain, all the heartaches, I'll cover it up with happiness. I was brought to this world to to one thing, that is to make you happy, and I promise to fulfill my mission. I'll be better next time, to make it up for you. I'll be a better man.

A beautiful gem like you deserves more. I'll act better, nicer, I'll be much more careful with you. I'll be the man to take care good care of my baby. Koishiteru too, baby ^_^ ♥

Yours forever,
Khyle

Above Average

I am Khyleri. From my name, I'm already unique.

I am a man who lived far too long, alone, separated from modern-day fashion, music, and ethics. I have lived in a world of my own, the world of magic and fantasy. My character alone is unique when compared to humans around me, that's because my personality is stripped-out from anime, superheroes, aliens and many more characters in fiction. And my style, it is also unique, I wear gym-wristbands everyday(which I have cursed), I wear my neck-scarf tightly on my waist, and I wear gloves whatever the occasion. My way of words and the way I walk, they call it girly, but I like it the way it is. My way of games, my definition of "fun", it is also very distant from others. When it comes to sheer power, willpower, brute strength, I am above average, I am one of the best around.

I am the knight of the Ice Kingdom. I am a ninja. I am the answer to all cats that cry out in hunger. I am the most fabulously majestic freak to ever walk on this planet. I am truth. I am the Super Saiyan, Khyleri!